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Addiction
Love is an addiction that can make you suffer or feel like your floating, He is an addiction that keeps you up at night wondering if it's possible to love him anymore, but it is possible to lose an addiction when you find you need it the most, No matter how hard you try to beat it, you will always somehow want and need you addiction, but what happens if your addiction doesn't want you?, or no matter how much you love your addiction you know it will be better if your addiction didn't want you back
Posted on Apr 02, 2008 12:55 am

my Ozzy Osbourne biograpy rough draft for english class (excuse typos)
John Michael Osbourne was born in Birmingham, England on December 3, 1948 to John Thomas Osbourne and

Lilian Osbourne. John Osbourne became known as Ozzy Osbourne. While he was in grammar school he was given the

name ‘Ozzy’ because it was an abbreviation for his surname. Ozzy was born into a poor family and he only owned one

pair of pants, one shirt, and one jacket, his family had no plumbing, and he shared a bed with his five other siblings. At

15, Ozzy dropped out of school to work as a plumber’s mate, but he then shortly after worked in a slaughterhouse,

slaughtering 250 cattle a day. After that he worked with his mom in a car factory testing car horns. Since he thought he

wasn’t making enough money he started robbing homes, but since he wore finger-less gloves he always got caught and

sent to jail.. During that time he got his famous tattoo, O-Z-Z-Y tattooed across his knuckles. Ozzy’s musical influence

was The Beatles, he got his first shot in music when his friend was looking for a singer for his new band. After the band

wasn’t going to well one of the band members went to the theatre and saw a movie called ‘Black Sabbath’, after the movie

he talked it over with the band on ‘Why someone would spend money to be scared’, so they decided to name the band

Black Sabbath. When the band made their first album they became known for their ‘dark’ music. One day a witch came to

get Black Sabbath to play at a satanic ceremony. They turned it down, and the witch cast a spell over the band and Ozzy

ran home and asked him father to make every member of the band an aluminum cross. The cross Ozzy wears today is

made out of 14 carat gold. In 1977 Ozzy got sick of the way Tony Iommi ran the band, and after his father died, Ozzy quit

Black Sabbth. He rejoined the the group in 1978 to make the album, “Never Say Die.” Then the band was forced to fire

him because the reckless way he acted. For six months Ozzy sat in a hotel room grieving being kicked out of the band.

The Sharon Arden came to collect a debt from Ozzy and saw the sad state he was in and decided to help him get back on

his feet, and back into music. After creating a band named Blizzard Of Ozz, Ozzy spent wekks looking for a record label

to sign him, then he found CBS and they agreed to sign him for 65,000 dollars. Sharon suggested when he went to the

conference with CBS he should release three white doves as a sign of ‘peace’. When he entered it wasn’t so ‘peaceful’,

when Ozzy came in, he sat on a little girls lap and released to of the doves and bit the head off the third dove. He was

banned from the CBS building but they sold his album anyway. Soon after the tabloids heard about the thing Ozzy did at

the CBS building and they tagged him ‘insane’ and ‘the madman’. In the early 1980’s Ozzy was playing a concert in Des

Moines, Iowa when one of the people in the audience threw a bat on stage, Ozzy, thought it was plastic because the bat

was stunned by the light. He picked up the bat and bit the head off and it’s wings started flapping and Ozzy realized it was

real. Shortly after the stunt he was rushed to the hospital for a rabies shot. Ozzy also got caught doing other bizarre things

like dressing up as a woman and taking photos. On July 4, Ozzy married Sharon on the island of Maui. (He wanted to

have the wedding on a date he could remember easily) At The wedding Ozzy and fellow band members kicked the

wedding band off the stage and played their own music. Sharon later became he manager of Ozzy’s band. Later On,

Randy Rhoads, Ozzy’s close friend and guitarist died in a plane crash. (little known fact: Ozzy saved a deaf man from the

burning house the plane crashed into.) Ozzy made another album in remembrance of his friend Randy Rhoads. Ozzy has

collaborated with many artists including Alice Cooper, Therapy? (actual band), and Miss Piggy (from the muppets). In the

early 1990’s Ozzy told Sharon he wanted to retire, so Sharon announced the No More Tears Tour would be Ozzy’s Last

tour. In 1994 Ozzy finally settled down to retire. In the mid 1990’s Ozzy announced he was going back into music

because retirement was to boring. He created a new album called Ozzmosis, and then later started a festival called

Ozzfest. There was a few incidents in 1997 that involved Ozzfest. Ozzy wanted to do a concert with Marilyn Manson, but

stadiums in New Jersey tried to cancel concerts because of Marilyn Manson’s religious beliefs. Ozzy took on the state in

court and won the right to play with Manson. On June 17, in Columbus, Ohio, a riot of angry Ozzy fans caused a lot of

damage because Ozzy didn’t come to the concert because he was having throat problems. After awhile of being apart

Black Sabbath reunited to do their first tour together in decades. Also, on Wednesday, February 23, 2000, Black Sabbath

won a Grammy for their song ‘Iron Man’ in the category of the “best metal performance’. (Ozzy also won a Grammy As a

solo artist with his song in 1993 called ‘I Don’t Want to Change the World’) You can say Ozzy has had a very hectic life.

I’m glad I did a biography on Ozzy because I learned a lot more about my favorite singer, and it’s cool to learn more

about someone else’s life.
Posted on Apr 02, 2008 12:54 am

You
you make me cry, you make me laugh. you broke my heart, but I still loved you with all the little pieces. you used me, but I didn't mind. you cheated, but I told my self it was a lie. you loved me, or...so I thought. you are the cause of my pain, but I don't want to blame it on you. you yelled and screamed, but I pushed the thought of you hating me away. you killed me today, and shattered my life. you buried me deep, both in the ground and in your mind. but, yet, you were the one I loved and I told myself you still loved me.... When I knew it was all a lie...you.
Posted on Apr 02, 2008 12:53 am

It's Always Too Late.
Have you ever heard the expression, “You don’t realize what you had until it’s gone?”
Well, that’s turning out to be the story of my life. Everything I didn’t care about or realize I would someday maybe lose I lost, and I miss it like Hell now. I also realize the things I miss now I will never get back, and if I did, the chances would be one in a billion. Also, a couple of the things I lost make me want to die; losing a good friend, trust from someone, and a great guy that treated me like I was actually something worth giving the time of day to. But, now all of the things I lost are now someone else’s. To say I could turn back time is true, but I can’t, no matter how hard I try. I could try to fix them, but I could never fully fix them all. And all of the things I lost became part of a deep depressing memory, or a thought of what could have been, and it feels as though I’m suffocating under them.



...I want to change it all, but it's impossible.
Posted on Apr 02, 2008 12:52 am