Forums  Vampirism ~ Info / History   |_ FAQ        |_ I would like help            Please don't ridicule me I'm confused enough as it is... Page  1  2  3     Aug 31, 2008 05:46 pm maiyuri Posts : 4 offline I'm having trouble here... I don't know what I am... be it vampire human sanguinarian (forgive me if i mispelled that) I was told by a friend of mine that I could well be a vampire.. I am not quite sure I belive in that but... well heres the thing.. I am a wiccan and I know what a power feeding is... psi as you call it.. feeding off of energy.. Its looked down upon by my coven but i have accidently done it many times and yes i do mean accident. I have tasted blood of both animals and humans and i liked both... I actually prefer my steaks very very pink... but still warm.. my first instinct when i get a cut or start to bleed is to put it in my mouth .. i don't even think twice Its scary and i don't know what to do or think... can someone please help me?    Sep 02, 2008 12:31 pm milosh Posts : 475 offline message me and i'll give you all of the answers that you need. just accept my invite and send a message...    Sep 11, 2008 11:05 am seriona Posts : 21 offline ty milosh i'm glad you helped    Sep 17, 2008 01:53 pm milosh Posts : 475 offline huh, me too lol. how've you been anyway gaby?    Sep 18, 2008 02:31 pm seriona Posts : 21 offline death and pain you know...    Sep 18, 2008 03:04 pm giodemonic Posts : 11 offline ok... can i get any pointers on blood? like any alternatives. my doner died recently... so any ideas?    Sep 19, 2008 04:35 pm blakkitten16 Posts : 577 offline O.o find another doner thats all I know, sorry, I usually dont feed for a long time untill I practically go insane ^^' then someone gets hurt. not the best alternative    Sep 20, 2008 12:05 am kaloloking Posts : 166 offline u probably shouldn't hold off that long... O.O'    Sep 20, 2008 09:50 am blakkitten16 Posts : 577 offline yeah..probably shoudnlt but I dont have a donor and I'm scared to find one :<    Sep 21, 2008 01:28 pm mayolua Posts : 62 offline i myself do not feed off of blood solely, but the energy of others around me, off of their moods and emotions. but i do enjoy the taste of blood and love the feeling of it being pulled from my veins. gaby you are who you are. what you are doesn't matter unless you want it to. just by giving yourself another name, another label, doesn't change the person you've always been.    Sep 22, 2008 05:29 am blakkitten16 Posts : 577 offline umm..I dont get around many people, I kinnda stay to myself.    Sep 24, 2008 04:36 pm mayolua Posts : 62 offline you dont have to be assoicated with them. just be in a place where people gather to socialize and tend to yourself in a none persqued way. and if you truly want to be a vampire you must find a donor or else kill, which in this day and age is considered wrong. being timid is a horrible curse which was once, and still is, bestowed upon me. yet if you want it bad enough, courage and power will come.    Sep 24, 2008 04:40 pm blakkitten16 Posts : 577 offline I has no power! T.T or courage. I ish a coward :<    Sep 24, 2008 04:45 pm mayolua Posts : 62 offline lol. that is your first mistake. to believe you are a coward is to belittle yourself as one. puff out your chest and roar to the world things you have kept inside for so long. one day the world will truly listen and regret that it had not done so sooner. and if finding a donor is the problem i suggest finding someone on here or mgh that is in your area and that you highly trust. yet first make sure they are in good health for you dont want your immune system to weaken.    Sep 24, 2008 05:18 pm blakkitten16 Posts : 577 offline ok then. I can try :\ Please login or register to post a reply. Page  1  2  3